雯质彬彬

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我是靖雯,阿妖乃是论坛化名,我真的不是千年深山老妖怪。文笔不佳遣词用字粗俗劣质。随便乱写一点流水帐然后叫自己部落客。

Saturday, September 27, 2008

Lazy in bones took over guilty feels and fear.

It's really a long time since my last blog. my network connection was down. There's always a box jump out and giving me a code telling me my username or password is INCORRECT. Wth, I haven't touch that since I get my account of it. That's set and does not need anyone to type password or whatever. Anyway, thanks to streamyx for their kind services.

I feel so uneasy. I have not get my moral project done, and I seems to have lots of works(in my mind). The first test of mine is Chemistry, and darn it I have not go through it yet. And came along is Additional Mathematics. I deeply hope that the luck have on me last test will fall on me this time too. When I do the practise teacher gave us, I can't do it. I felt so frighten. It's not easy, I always being so lazy and.... I don't know what to say. I just feel so anxious and desperate. I even forgot all about the formulae of Physics. I usually get well with Physic but today when I was tryng to solve the multiple choice question in tuition centre, I found out that my mind is really blank. I feel so guilty.

As always, my laziness will always make me stop studying and keep playing/ sleeping despite my fear and guilty feel. Could anyone help me?

Sunday, September 14, 2008

中秋晚会

今年小学的中秋晚会真是空前的盛况耶,比起去年的那个场面真是差太多了!!!虽然食物也是一样卖不完啦。(没有做预算的咩?)我和我妹手牵手全场慢慢绕。

同班同学去年没来的今年都来齐了,去年有到的今年一律缺席。当然除了我、克强(我一去到第一个就看见他)、泰友和为恒。义工们都是熟悉的朋友,国祥、Jerry、Jason、伟宏、启富、凯翔、虹绫、为恒、克强、俊明………………………… 我们突然觉得很丢脸,身为校友没回去帮忙。人家有在反省啦,而且又没人告诉我。哈哈。

凯翔和Jason卖炸鸡,我不知做么很想笑耶。Jason一直推销我们炸鸡块耶,可惜我是吃饱了才去的,哈哈(想弄胖我很难啦)。国祥卖马来糕一直叫我买;伟宏一看到我就叫我去给他弄杯水来,还要我叫慧芝来(怪)。我在跟正洋&我妹聊天的时候,后面有人一直叫我“契妈”很久,转过头去,俊明!说我居然认不得他,哈哈,拍谢。把我都给叫老了!!我可是青春洋溢咧!

看到戴老师,聊了一会儿。她说我们都变了很多,然后就问怎么你妹妹比你还高。(有必要说出来打击我吗?)我只好说,这证明她发育比我好很多。之后我和妹跑去找黄西利老师聊天去了。问我们读form几(大人都很喜欢问),然后他说“你们都长大啦,老师就头发都白啦……”(这么暗,谁看到?)然后又跟一个Auntie说,“你看,这两位是我的学生,现在他们都长大了,我这个老师就头发都白了……”(我是咩?数学比赛训练过一次而已啦)

今年食物也是到最后都卖不完啦。凯翔和Jason就拼命想请我们吃炸鸡(那个凯翔,之前叫他请还叫我慢慢等) ,到最后我勉为其难拿了一块(我拿了很多食物都没吃,塞进爸妈和弟的嘴了)。过后“推销”完炸鸡,Jason又跑到伟宏的炒米粉摊了。又在说服我们拿去吃,说“看你们两个这么瘦,还不吃多些?!”你这是在讽刺谁呀,你比较瘦还是我?我告诉他,“你可以打包回去明天当早餐”。伟宏更衰,“看你这么矮还不吃多点”。厚,不要利用自己身高的便利来讽刺人家矮啦!可恶!

回的时候超舍不得走耶。(学校厕所还是那么臭,虽然看起来比较干净)

P.S. 龚老师头发很长了耶,我只是跟她招招手就走了。

Saturday, September 6, 2008

情书

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I'm really playful


Thursday, September 4, 2008

我发觉我很喜欢望向出口耶。科学室、课室……只要是“外面”,我就一定会望出去。结果,我望着外面发呆就会好像在瞪人一样。(自己这么觉得)

某段时期的某一次,A 同学跟我说,以前我们同班的时候,启富都跟他说我一直在望他。他那时候蛮怀疑那些话的真实度,都不信。他跟我说的时候,觉得启富的话也有可信度,应该也不完全假嘛。我当时只是笑笑回应,甜言蜜语一下,这里省略跳过。

其实,我不好意思跟他说,我只是望向门外面发呆,做我的春秋大梦。当时凯翔、启富和他都坐在同一排嘛,怎么没人觉得我会看凯翔?人家这么可爱。哈哈。